Sometimes i wonder what it is all supposed to mean. I have all of these thoughts and ideas but no-one will ever see them, and i just wonder why not? I want to be able show everyone what i really am, what i can really do, not just this nerdy, silly person. Why is it that i can’t express myself without feeling awkward and stupid. For someone who is supposed to be smart i don’t seem to be able to string a sentence together without making a fool of myself.